fire_foxe666

Hehe at AJ"S on a bed surrounded by yarn fun times for me. Just checking in and letting everyone know what is happening. I will not be returning to Dinuba at least for school or to live there. I am staying in Santa Maria for at least a year most likly to to go to school and become more of an adult and be on my own. Going to Hancock college for the tch conservatory. Going to be living with Aj and corey we are currently looking for a place hoping to move in the first of august. so yeah thats it for now. bye

I'm in dinuba for the night just running home I guess. Coming back here made me think how much I dislike Dinuba and the valley. I can't wait to shed this phase of my life and I am asking myself if I even want to come back here this fall and more and more the answer is no. I have friends here for sure but I have never really felt at home this is not my home it isn't the place I want to hang my hat. Not that I am saying Santa Maria is the place for me but it might be closer to what I want and the people there are the people I like.i don't yet another thing to think about ugh

So yeah Solvang sucks which is where until today I have been working away from most of the prop shop minus aj and Brandon but today we got to return though the event was clouded by Terrence's departure to run crew :(. We carried on as always and went to in and out for lunch like every friday. we played hackysack cause it is fun but Terrence dislocated his knee so he had to go home but I drove his car and wow is it crazy to drive there is 2 inches of wiggle room on the steering wheel so it wiggles while you drive a little strange. So then the day kept working on my project which I will have to post a pic of one day and came home and hung out with Wendy my house mate. Jess and Corey came over to watch a movie with a very nice surprise for me. Terrence. I know I am a little fixated right now and I am sorry.
SO we watched life aquatic interesting movie. But if you haven't been to my house you wouldn't know we have 1 couch a small love seat that is white leather ugh. so Corey and Jess took the floor with these amazing Korean bed spread and pillows they are purple and fuzzy and Terrence and I the couch. So we talked through the movie and cuddled a bit and so now we are going to meet up tomorrow after he gets off work and all so yeah that is my story I am rather happy now cause well I think that answered all my questions yeah. Sorry nothing terrible interesting but it did make my terrible week end on a really high note. Aj and I are going shopping tomorrow and we are going to see The Importance of Being Ernest and Sunday we are going to go see Company the other show playing because well we like theater? maybe I don't know so yeah on cloud nine after on week of hell I hate tech arggggghhhh but now I am all smiles so yeah thats it I swear.

so this last week has been interesting so far. last Tuesday I finally had enough alcohol to cause me to be drunk and I didn't mind the feeling granted the fact this guy I really like was there and we were as my friends here say in our own world and where kinda making them a little sick with the cuddling. I t was really nice but I am a tad bit confused now but I will explain more later maybe.
So we had been work a lot that week Sunday through Friday we worked and so Friday I went with the same guy to the weekly bonfire and that was fun got to get buzzed but it sucked when the tire on the car blew out on the way home but he took car of that so that was good. then I drank water a nd power aid cause we got to go to work on sat too.
So I have been in Solvang which is our outside theater all week working under Brandon who is the biggest ass ever and I know acme people may not believe me but he is worse then anyone was while I was there. luckily my friend AJ (she is a girl she hates being confused for a guy) was there and we are silly. In fact we remind each other of the youngest Bennet sisters. I think I am Lidia because I am the bigger flirt but what ever.
Oh I almost forgot about what all happened sat. So I got to go the emergency room how exciting why you might ask well I cut my thumb with an exactoknife and got 2 stitches YAY me. :) Um other then that not to much played beach volleyball on Monday. Went to the beach Tuesday and watched the sunset played hackysack and ate clam chowder from bread bowls.
Today We were at solvang and ate twice at bakers square as a treat and it was damn good. Made me miss Davis a bit.

Oh so I have decided I hate being a girl. I have a fear of rejection but then who doesn't right. Well this guy I like Terrance is his name he is really cute and I really like him how can you tell well I blush when asked about him that is a great indicator. And well it is pretty obviouse. and he is sweet guy and when he smiles his face lights up and it is so cute and he is smart and good at building stuff. Yeah I got it really bad but I don't want to tell him cause we have to work togther for a little while longer but at the same time I do want to tell him cause well what if he has the same feelings back but what ever right i don't know I will figure this out I hope soon. ugh I hate this so much. Oh and everyone in the shop knows grr whay can't it be out in plan sight I want a large flashing sign saying yes or no flashing please. I mean he flirts back and he does pay alot of attention to me but at the same time you never know and I just don't know this is driving my crazy now great and sad thing is this week I don't even get to really see him cause I am in stupid Solvang arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I am so frustrated now I though this stupid blog would help but no damn it isn't. Why why why? umso yeah that is it for now all i got to say on here any way you can call and talk to me though if yopu want to know more or talk.

Happy b-day randi (yes a day late i know but I left a voice mail for you)

so yeah love ya all I will keep you up dated on what is happening here.

Yes I m working in santa Maria this summer if you had not heard yet and loving it. I am just finishing week 3 ad first show goes into tech sunday. YAY we are going to have a great seasion check out. www.pcpa.org to see it. i am loving it the weather rocks too.
I am making lots of new friends and I kind of feel like I am at camp again with arts ad crafts every da. I am a prop person yay for me right :) it is fun. i will miss camp with my friends but this is my passion in life and I hope to go see you all this summer though I can't promise anything yet :( gotta jet more later bye.

Wow it has been awhile since I really said anything on here.
Well I am so excited right now one week till I am out of the central valley for the summer at least. I am a litt sad to leave some of my friends but a couple are coming with me. I got to talk to one of my roomates this summer she seems pretty cool. I am a little sad about not going to camp but at the same time this is going to rock. Those who don't know I am going this summer to PCPA pacific conservatory for the Arts in Santa Maria. I leave may 21st and gat back august 18th or so. It will be a nice change from down here which is really nice.
So now all I have to do is my finales and pack ugh what a chore. So yeah there is my little update
Catch you all on the flip side.

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

explain how this works to me?

At 19 years old I have been informed that i need to write a will. Yikes that is kind of well different. I jhave no idea where to even begin or what to do. I mean I don't know whoto leave stuff to if i were to die. Heck the thought is just a little creepy. So if there is anything anyone wants I don't know why you would I don't have anything to impressive right now but let me know cause frankly if i am dead I won't need it any more.
Oh the reson behind writing this thing is that My great grandmother left me her estate to put me through school YAY which it will but because it is a little bit of money i was told to write a will. Well that all I guess i have to say except hey it's tech week Yay i think

Terrible day yesterday absolutly terrible. First it was just one of those days you know where bad stuff just happens and it's nnoying. So I get done with classes and I get the phone call that my great grandma past away so Yeah I was pretty upset as you can imagine. Then I come to find out my bank card was stolen that made me really angry and who spends 42 dollars at jack in the box? huh? So took care of all of that then I found out my mother ipod which was in my bag was also stolen that made today start badly as she got rather mad. So yeah my day in a nutshell So yeah. going to davis tomrrow need to go pick up my pay check really badly actually for gas money though I could get by with out it I still want it so need to do that. Going dancing tomorrow that will be fun and I plan on looking cute too. I look nice today actually wearing this great shirt I have had for years and never worn. Though the black eye does distract. lol I gave 3 people a black eye today even me lol one word make-up. beofre you all think I hit them it was all stage make up and so it was fun to do and man they look real too.So things are looking up a bit at least so yeah

I'm here made the drive and it was along one I am up here till wensday morning though tomorrow during the day we are going to vist her but I am here I told the family I would make dinner one night while I am here but that is it so my friends please go ahead and callme I could use some distractions. I will probably be up again soon though. So don't fear I could like I said use my friends right now just to keep my mind off of things. SO YEah until later peeps.

I miss her alredy talked to my mom earlier not long ago and well she isn't going to make it. SHe is unresponsive. I just feel a little lost right now. I mean yes she is old and that I know and when you get old you die. But that doesn't make i easier she has all ways been there.
My Grandma lou says i should go see her but I don't think I can do that I think it would hurt to much to see her like that.
Better to rember her like she was right?
Well any way I just arghh! wish I were a pirate. What do you all think about naming my car Jolly Roger Roger for short after the Pirate ship in peter pan. I like it I think Jolly roger it is but now it needs a pirate flag somwhere on it.

THe week in which everything that can go wrong will at least try to. SO MAcbeth the opera AHHHHHH first of all and wow it is well shity but I will make it through not to bad on that so far Tracey keeps me sain but he rest of life is starting to pull me down.
Lots of stuff has been happening and well something not so great.
My Great Grandma HAd a major stroke sometime between sunday and this morning but we don't know when cause well she lives alone. My mom called the police and they went in and took her to the hospitale after she couldn't get ahold of her. It was on the righ tside so she can't talk yet but she has been able to comunicate with squeezing of the hand.
So I got to find this out tonight when I got homw how fun for me. Yeah Well it's tech week of course something like this would happen. This is all I know so far and I can't say it wasn't expected but that doesn't make itany easier I really just I am tired and uable to deal with this stuff right now. I just don't know what to do. I miss you guys and I want to see you.

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
fire_foxe666 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as A Faerie.
derangedcarni gives you 1 red strawberry-flavoured pieces of taffy.
dragonpearls13 tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
heart_of_man gives you 18 light blue root beer-flavoured gummy worms.
irontofu gives you 18 milky white raspberry-flavoured pieces of taffy.
krimsonblood gives you 8 light yellow coconut-flavoured gummy bats.
pez_popper tricks you! You lose 40 pieces of candy!
saint_fester tricks you! You get a dead frog.
sigmaforsale tricks you! You get a block of wood.
fire_foxe666 ends up with 4 pieces of candy, a dead frog, and a block of wood.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
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the sad part is the ones who tricked me probably would :( ahh well

SO you might wonder where am I working at the answer is very simple the same place the mylife revolves around. The theatre of course. I am working at the box office around 8 hours a week which will pay for my gas and lunch and not much else but I am ok with that right now.
Let's see what else life is good. I contemptated running up to davis this weekend but I am not sure i have the gas money for that at the moment which makes me sad cause I mis you guys. and my dog too. Other then that though life is getting a little more tiering as it gets closer to show dates. I am currently working on 3 productions to at the school and then one at Dinuba high school. It is all very exciting.
As for friends down this way i have a couple but I am still i guess a hermit/loner but then i was never known for having a bunch of friends.
Been reading alot lately and with this job i have lots of time to do nothing which could be both good and bad.
I love my car though it has no name yet open for suggestions, i think it needs to be piratey i was thinking like the name of a pirate ship why i don't know but i think it fits the car.
Well thats all for now i guess but feel free to call my cell or text me i get bored.
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So I passed my drive test today. It was a long time coming and I am glad it is over and done with cause man it was just getting annoying with all the going and not being able to take it. only got 2 errors and they were very small so all is good.
School rocks my socks love my classes and people in them ain't bad. Though this one guy is kind of strange but he is also just out of high school so can't blame him we were all there once and personaly i'm good not to go back.
But now I can drive the pretty blue car in the drive way which rocks so yes everyone watch out I'm on the roads and I have given you fair warning.
other then that life is pretty spiffy except wwhen it isn't and that happens for all of us so we just got to deal.
My grandma I live with is acting strange getting worried over stuff she has no control over and all and just in a funky cranky mood. Which isn't fun for those of us living with her so I hide away in my room reading playing on the computer writing that kind of stuff so that is fun and all.
been watching fun movies like office space and stictly ballroom both funny. I heart them.
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm think that is it for now.
Laters all, peace out, ect.

Today was much better then yesterday and yesterday got better. I had so much fun last night actually. I eventually got un mad and un tearful and watched some tv then got on and played wow and joined a new guild and ran SM and stayed on till 2 and had way to much fun it was a great mood picker-uper. Then school today was fun cause I had ballet with aimee and tracy and I met staci a girl in my class and she was way cool. Cause I suck at ballet well more the balance part but she was way helpful and all. Then i had costume/make-up which involved cleaning but me and some other girls got the make-up and wig room so we had fun trying on the wigs and messing around.
Then came the challenge of the day. I had time like 2 hours before my dad was going to pick me uyp so I worked in teh shop.
let me set the scene it was just me alone scarred so young and innocent with my flip flops and tank top. Then a large pile of ravor sharp steel grid has to be moved so I do it though it tries every way possible to stop me by scratching biting tearing off part of my toe nail. impaling 2 toes but do I let it win never. The cookies helped too. (was that a little to dramatic?) well it was in the drama depart ment)
Well trust me there is a reason you should wear closed toed shoes when you work and I learned that today cause man my toes hurt now.
So then dad and I went shopping for dance cloths and a head set/mic *for wow) aand I came home cleaned my room watched the food netword daredevil pastery chief thing which was way wicked then played wow for a while with my guild and it was fun and I had fun and it was a pretty good day it had a few rocky parts but all and all it was good. TRomorrow may be a bit boring with the stupid safty video which will tell me I should wear closed toed shoes when I work in a shop. aWell duh I know that.I have stage craft, lighting, then musical theatre though I really don't know if I want to go. I don't have to because I am only taking the class so that it doesn't get dropped and I get an A either way but I guess going would be good cause I like the teacher James (also costume and make-up teacher) and aimee is in it and so is tracy so i guess it would be worth it I will have to see tomorrow what I feel like doing.